The Intuitive Botanist

Dearest readers,

I am certain that, like shamans, intuitive herbalists have always played a key role in human societies. Like shamans, herbalists and healers have always lived on the fringes of society. Coveted when their services are needed, but also always in danger when outcomes don’t match human expectations.

Scapegoating, has, alas, played a huge role in the 3-D victim/abuser paradigm. Because personal responsibility is almost always played down in favor of finding an outside cause for all problems and suffering. 3-D or density consciousness, the layer or level of consciousness in which humanity has chosen to dwell (or has been entrapped by, depending on how you see it), is characterized by a focus on the outward. Both problems and solutions always lean towards something outside of self.

Because the feminine energies and intuition have long been punished, suppressed, and demonized by the patriarchal system under which humanity has been surviving (more or less) for the last several thousand years, intuitive herbalism has also been demonized. In fact, most people imagine that a rational scientific method is needed in order to understand the properties of every plant, and whether or not it is toxic for use in humans. Today, holistic and intuitive healers are punished by the legal system and litigious structure created to support the money making machine that is our corporate pharmaceutical and healthcare industry.

What is also not taken into account is that the consciousness of plants and our own consciousness are linked, and the chemical substances and attributes of plants adjust to our own biology and chemistry. The same plant will not interact energetically the same way with every person. We and plants are both adaptogenic.

Is it possible to know without scientific expertise that a plant is toxic or not? If it has healing properties, or nutritional properties, and if so, what they are?

I feel certain that our personal DNA contains a multi-dimensional energy field that carries the memory of past incarnations and the knowledge accumulated during all lifetimes. In addition to that library, our intuition connects to an unlimited energy field that surrounds each of us, giving us access to all information and experiences that have ever happened, that are happening now, and that will happen in the future.

This blog, Intuitive Botany, was created because I have a deep connection to plant life. I can look at a plant and feel an almost instantaneous knowing about the plant. What its properties are, how it can be used to treat various conditions. Like all humans on the planet today, I too have been conditioned to override my personal intuition with scientific proof. We have all been taught to give our power away and to trust only sources outside of self, unless we have studied a subject and have been certified as an “expert” in any given area of expertise.

It is in our birthright, as human beings, to co-create heaven on Earth, if we really want it. We have been programmed for millennia to struggle and it has become hard to imagine that our lives, by nature, can and should be easy and joy-filled.

The Internet and AI technologies have been designed as an artificial, masculine-dominated, external control matrix to replace the natural, organic, intuitive matrix. The word matrix means the womb of creation. It is a feminine word. Will an asleep humanity accept to have plugs and outlets installed in the organic body, completely replacing all access to the natural intuitive all-encompassing wisdom field? We have all already been seeded with nanotechnologies through air, water, food, vaccines, artificially created viruses designed to control and limit our natural creativity.

Who needs a hybrid plant robot that can move towards the light? Plants do it naturally!

The timelines for a masculine-controlled, AI, cyber-enslaved humanity locked into seemingly permanent density consciousness exist already and are clearly delineated and described in much literature and films. Less common are depictions of the ascended, New Earth timelines. The movie Avatar is one of few that clearly shows the battle between the masculine and feminine timelines and their differing values, agendas, and sources of power.

The timeline in which the divine feminine is restored to its rightly status, entering into balance with the divine masculine does not have a lot of accompanying literature in our global cultures, especially in recent times. All human beings embody a natural and powerful technology that allows us to connect to one another and to everyone and everything in the multiverse. We don’t need electricity, smart phones or smart homes, Alexa devices, or the internet to accomplish what we can do innately, just using our bodies and our consciousness field.

There is also a deeply ingrained fear that lives within many of us who have carried the wisdom of plant medicine and energy medicine here on Earth. In many past incarnations, we have been persecuted, exiled, burned as witches. The patriarchy, by design, has created a system of control in which all inner knowing has been purposefully demonized. Intuition is a feminine attribute, and it cannot be controlled. It also empowers the individual who trusts herself or himself. Such a person cannot be placed under the purview of a culture that values only power, money, hierarchy, control. By keeping people ignorant of their own organic access to all wisdom and knowledge, the patriarchy has robbed humanity of its sovereignty as well as our ability to connect to Nature, to our own nature and truth, and to heal ourselves.

Since the two or more timelines have split and humanity is now divided, taking different paths towards different Earths with different futures, those who have chosen the AI trans-humanist patriarchal timeline will continue to play in density consciousness for as long as they need. The New Earth timeline, however, is, in my opinion, the most exciting option. And it’s time to invest our energies in ascending thinking, feeling, planning, and creation.

In 5-D New Earth, where the Divine Feminine energies are finally allowed their full status and place in the collective consciousness, intuition will be making a huge comeback. And the intuitive herbalist will be finally not only be allowed to practice, but will be making major contributions to the healing of humanity, body and soul.

New Earth and the Tree of Life: Spitting out the fruit of the tree of knowledge

Dearest readers,

I am very fond of the story of Adam and Eve. It is the foundation for the entire story humanity has co-created together for the last several thousand years. The choice to forget entirely who we are, what our essential truth is, and to experience separation from our true nature. I do suspect, however, that either the story itself or how it is traditionally interpreted, have likely been changed since its inception. The imagery and symbolism of the snake as the temptress and the woman (Eve) as the instigator of temptation to her male companion don’t ring true to me.

There is much evidence that the snake is a representation of the Divine Feminine, which has been excised from our cultural and religious history for the last 2000 plus years.

Why would the Divine Feminine or its representative want the humans dwelling in perfect intuitive harmony with Gaia or Mother Nature to separate from this permanent state of bliss?

And why would the Divine Feminine choose a female human as a subject to confuse or lead astray from divine harmony?

It is clear that the Tree of Life represents 5th dimensional existence, the Peaceable Kingdom, or Paradise on Earth, where humans, plants, animals, and the consciousness of the planet and the one Source Creator of all that is are all in full alignment and harmony.

Why would the Tree of Knowledge, which represents separation from a harmonious, ascended 5th dimensional state even exist within the Garden of Eden, or paradise on Earth?

I believe that the presence of the Tree of Knowledge in Eden clearly signifies that Earth is a Free Will planet. We always have the choice to remain connected to our inner, intuitive knowing, which is true empowerment and mastery…or to separate from that inner connection and lifeline to our multidimensional parallel existences on other planes. When we accept separation or victim consciousness, we forget our divine identity. Our mind, brain, and knowledge gleaned from outside sources become our accepted center of consciousness rather than our heart and intuition as our unique source of information and guidance.

Humanity’s choice: Ease and flow or hardship and ego-driven struggle?

Perhaps, since the choice between a life of ease and flow (eating the fruit of the Tree of Life) and a life of hardship and ego-driven struggle (eating from the fruit of the Tree of Knowledge) was designed as an integral part of the life on Earth, humanity had to experience separation from our true divine nature, mastery, conscious creation, and flow in order to truly understand and appreciate a return to unity and our true divine nature.

There are those that say that the snake is a representation of Satan or perhaps a reptilian extra-terrestrial being. That humanity was driven out of Eden or our natural state of flow and mastery by a series of DNA modifications and reduced to slavery by a group of powerful beings not aligned with the one divine consciousness and Source Creator. All of these conjectures are possibilities and could be true. There are many ancient works of art, in particular from the Sumerian/Akadian culture that seem to represent such beings and such technology. And the many paintings and visual interpretations of the story of Adam and Eve portray the serpent wound around the tree, evocative of the DNA double helix.

But if we are indeed a free will planet, then if humanity was tempted or even subjugated by force and did fall into a lower state of consciousness, no one could force this to happen. Even if a person enters an abusive relationship with another person, that person is still responsible for that state of affairs. Temptation is a choice, and the consequences were what we all know and experience today.

We also know today that there are cosmic cycles that govern our planetary and human experiences. Cycles that lead to different ages with different levels of consciousness. Ancient peoples from various cultures around the world were aware of these cycles. In fact, the Mayan people, who in the Alcyone spiral, originated from a star (Maya) that is mostly within the photon band, were fully aware that Earth spends most of its cosmic cycles within the galactic night, outside of the photon band. Currently, we are within the center of the Alcyone spiral, which puts us in the center of the photon band. These energetic frequencies propel the awakening and upliftment of consciousness. When we are within the galactic night, it is very difficult to awaken and to remember our original, divine nature. For more information about this, please read “The Pleiadian Agenda: A New Cosmology for the Age of Light”, written by Barbara Hand Clow, published by Bear & Co., 1995.

We have all chosen to incarnate here on Earth at the end of one grand 26,000 plus year cycle and at the beginning of a new one. This does not come without turmoil, trial, and tribulation. The end of something old and the beginning of something new requires letting go, deconstruction, breakdown, rebuilding. We are now at the end of a very dark age, as as humanity awakens with the help of the presence of many thousands of starseeds now incarnated here on Earth, we are experiencing the grand deconstruction of the thousands of years long Age of Separation.

It is an exciting time to be alive and to be in a “physical” body! We each now have the opportunity to choose where we stand on the spectrum of awakening and ascension. As we awaken, we remember our true divine nature as fractals of the one divine unified consciousness, as expanding light, in form, and as co-creators of experiences. As we return to unity consciousness, we metaphorically “spit out” the fruit of the Tree of Knowledge. The density and frequency of that “food” no longer nourishes us. We crave once again the fruit of the Tree of Life, which allows us to be in constant flow, in the zero point of a divine unified field of creation.

From hardship, survival, victim consciousness we are finally returning to mastery, unity, and peace on Earth. We each have to make the choice to live in the higher dimensions, and it is our level of consciousness that will continue to determine how we experience the next years as at least part of humanity transitions out of density and into unity.

Intuitive self-vaccination: Reduce viral load naturally

Hello dearest readers,

I am an artist and an intuitive. Although I love to do research, I am not a scientist. This blog is all about intuition, and how we connect with our own innate ability to know things that are true without scientific study or inquiry, because we all innately have the ability to connect with all information that exists in the Universe.

We all have the power to intuitively connect to and download knowledge about anything that has ever been explored in our Universe

I traveled to Finland the first week in March, and I was exposed to many people from all over the world. My trip caused me to pass through four countries, five international airports, and to take six flights, all in the space of one week. Before, during, and after my trip, I consumed herbal potions to protect myself from the COVID-19 virus and to boost my immune system. After my return to the United States on March 8th, I felt fine, but I had a scratchy throat, slight headache, and very slight chills for a few days afterwards. I continued with my herbal preparations and was fine.

Do multiple micro-exposures to COVID-19 create a self-vaccination experience?

Since March 8th, I have been working from home and going to stores only when necessary. I do walk my dog every day. What I have noticed is that each time I venture out to grocery stores or to the Home Depot – to places where I am exposed to a lot of people at close proximity, those same symptoms appear one day later…but each time the symptoms are slightly less strong and disappear more quickly after I use my herbal remedies. I feel as if, at this point, it may be impossible to go to a public place where many people go without coming into contact with this virus.

It is highly possible that everyone who does go out to public places has already been exposed to COVID-19.

My personal theory is, based on self-observation and self-experimentation, that (if indeed it is the COVID-19 virus to which I have been exposed), that repeated micro-exposures to the virus without allowing oneself to become fully ill, create a self-vaccination effect. My son, who lives in Finland, told me that he too has experienced the same symptoms repeatedly, and he is taking the same anti-viral herbs that I am using. (Scroll down to the bottom of the post for a list of the herbal treatments I use regularly.)

Anti-viral and immune support herbs and plants, in my personal experience, provide nearly immediate and long-lasting relief from flu or COVID symptoms

This post contains information about my personal experiments and experiences with specific medicinal herbs that I use personally for preventive anti-viral treatment. Your body may have sensitivities that I don’t have. Every person’s body, mind, and spirit is unique. Many plants often can and do adapt to our individual makeup. These types of plants are called adaptogens. Traditional Ayurvedic medicine from India often uses adaptogenic plants in its prescriptions, which take into account personality types as well.

Unlike pharmaceutical drugs and synthetic chemical compounds, plants distilled into teas, tinctures, essential oils and other products often adapt to our specific biology

Self-care is so important. We allow ourselves, often without realizing it, to get run down. A healthy body must move around regularly and extensively. We must look near and far with our eyes. Our human spirit needs to be creative, our mind and emotions active and engaged. We need to be outdoors, exposed to sunlight and fresh air. Our bodies need fresh spring water that contains minerals and the energetic signature of our Mother Earth. We are conditioned to think of health as compartmentalized, and often focus only on the physical body without taking into account our mental, emotional, and spiritual states.

Regular exposure to fresh air, sunlight, contact with soil and soil-based microorganisms, and consumption of pure spring water are essential for maintaining health

We need to ground ourselves in the Earth and walk barefoot. The ever-present signals from electronic devices and WiFi are also disturbing to our bodies and cellular integrity. And frequently we need to be alone with ourselves to recharge our connections to our Higher Self which lives outside of our physical body.

Health is a multi-layered thing, and we are not sacks of chemicals as we have been taught. A human body is an electro-magnetic vehicle and, if understood properly, a powerful antenna connected to Earth and to the cosmos. We have been conditioned to live artificially, in separation from self, the Earth, all of Nature, from one another, and from the Universe. This separation is the inherent source of all sickness and imbalance on our planet.

A human body is actually a powerful antenna and a vehicle which allows us to travel multi-dimensionally

Contemporary society and lifestyle are inherently unhealthy. Our air and water are intentionally polluted and dead. Many people spray the soil with chemicals, making it difficult to walk barefoot. Our food is full of toxic pesticides, fertilizers, and GMOs. Yet there are things we can do to help ourselves to be unified and healthy, mind, body, and spirit.

The current paradigm which we have been conditioned to accept as the one and only reality is based on separation from love and truth, lack, fear, shame, and guilt

I see a lot of people becoming very anxious trying to cleanse all surfaces to prevent illness and contagion. While keeping your hands clean and avoiding touching your face is obviously key to prevent yourself from contracting the COVID-19 and other viral infections, there are other ways to maintain health and to prevent illness by viral infection.

In fact, anxiety and stress weaken the immune system and make a person more prone to becoming ill. The proof being if you carry the Herpes virus, which most people do in one form or another, it will make an appearance as soon as you feel stressed or worried.

Fear, worry, and stress weaken the immune system

In this post, I will share with you some highly effective and completely natural preventive strategies that can possibly help keep you, friends, and family from becoming ill, or which can, if used conscientiously, reduce the viral load you are carrying in your body.

Natural remedies and whole-food plant-based medicines work best to prevent illness and to reinforce the immune system.

Natural remedies and whole-food plant-based medicines work best to prevent illness and to reinforce the immune system. When you are already sick, it is more difficult to heal using plant medicines, in my personal experience.

Tinctures

I like to use tinctures, making mixtures which I call my “potions” to prevent colds, influenza, and other viral, bacterial, or fungal infections. Here is a list of some tinctures I use to maintain wellness, for immune support, and to prevent viral infections:

• Olive Leaf Extract – I use Now Foods Olive Leaf Glycerite, adding a dropperful to a glass of water. Olive trees live thousands of years, thanks to several substances contained in the leaves of the olive tree which assist the tree in resisting disease and which promote long life.  Oleuropein, which is a powerful antiviral, antibacterial, and antifungal is the active ingredient in olive leaf extract.
• ViraSecret (by Secrets of the Tribe). Contains: Echinacea Root, Elder Flower, Oregon Grape Root, Lemon Balm Leaf, Calendula Flower, Cat’s Claw Inner Bark
• Echinacea – A well-known and commonly used immune support plant. Well-documented. Some people are sensitive to echinacea.
• Lomatium Specific for respiratory infections & high
  fevers, coughs, colds, influenza, pneumonia, tuberculosis, SARS
  and asthma; as well as other infections & related conditions. Some people are allergic to this plant or plants from the Apiaceae family. Click on link for more details.
• Heal-All (Prunella vulgaris) – As its name indicates, Heal-All is a great all-round tincture to support general immune health. Assists in fighting infections, preventing cancer. Has been used to treat herpes and other viral infections.
• Dandelion Root – Cleansing, excellent detox and immune support.
• Violet (an expectorant, relieving asthma, cough, as well as being an effective anti-tumor and immune support agent)

Teas

• Pao d’arco Inner bark Made from the inner bark of a tree found in the Amazon rain forest, pao d’arco is an amazing anti-fungal, anti-viral, and anti-bacterial agent. The aroma is delicate and cucumber-like. One teaspoon goes a long way. If you have a yeast infection, oral thrush, or a cold or flu virus, pao d’arco is wonderful and complements a variety of teas. It is said to be poisonous in large quantities, but only small quantities are needed to prevent colds and infections.
• Stinging Nettle An important nutritive herb, nettles are amazing for fortifying the body. Used in conjunction with oat straw and lemon or vinegar (acid) for improved absorption, helps to build bone strength and is a great immune support and general health herb.

Syrups

• Elderberry You can make your own elderberry syrup. It keeps well in a sterilized glass jar in the refrigerator for at least a month or more. I buy organic dried berries and boil them for at least 45 minutes with a teaspoon of dried cinnamon bark. Added to tea with lemon, honey, fresh sliced garlic cloves, and fresh ginger, this tea is excellent for preventing flu, colds, and other viruses when you feel the first symptoms coming on. Drink several large cups of this tea with a shot of elderberry syrup per day. It has worked miracles for me!

Oral Rinses

• I make my own anti-bacterial/anti-viral/anti-fungal mouthwash/rinse using cold-pressed organic coconut oil (1 scant tablespoon), 2-3 drops of oregano essential oil, 2-3 drops myrrh essential oil, and 2-3 drops of clove essential oil. Mix well, as oregano oil is very potent and can burn the mouth if in direct contact. Allow coconut oil to melt in mouth and swish around and/or gargle for 20 minutes. Allow the oils to strain between your teeth for gum and dental health. Spit into container. Do not put in compost or spit into sinks or toilets, as coconut oil hardens and will clog drains. The oregano oil will kill microorganisms in compost or soil and can harm plants. This rinse will heal oral thrush and prevent a lot of infections before they start.

Detox

• Bentonite clay
• Dandelion tincture or tea
• Neem bark powder
• Schisandra berry  powder
• Milk Thistle
• Apple Cider Vinegar
• Coconut Oil

Our bodies don’t work as efficiently as they should because of our natural filtration systems (liver, kidneys) being overloaded with toxins. So many products used daily for cleaning, daily hygiene, beauty, food as well as toxins in the air, water, and soil are absorbed by our bodies. If we don’t assist our body in detoxing on a daily basis, the body cannot work efficiently to fight off illness and invasive mutant cells, viruses, fungi, and bacteria. Daily detox is necessary to restore and maintain balance in the body. My favorite detox regimens include primarily liquid Bentonite clay (add 1 tablespoon to a glass of water and drink apart from taking any vitamin or mineral supplements), and dandelion tinctures or teas. There are many plants that assist liver and kidney health, and you can try an assortment, one at a time, to see what works best for you.

Essential oils

• Tea tree oil
• Oregano essential oil
• Lavender essential oil
• Cinnamon essential oil

Nuts, seeds, fruits, mushrooms, and berries

• Brazil nuts (raw only) contain high concentrations of selenium, which is key for immune health
• Medicinal mushrooms (powder can be added to smoothies, yoghurt, salads, etc.)

Healing

Smoothie ingredients

• Spirulina
• Chlorella
• Wheat Grass
• Moringa Leaf
• Astragalus Root
• Irish Moss
• Ashwaghanda
• Schisandra berry
• Medicinal mushroom powder
• Camu camu ( a great source of Vitamin C)

Foods to avoid

• Sugars
• Grains
• Dairy products (especially pasteurized from non-organic, non-pasture-raised cows) Dairy, grains and cereals, and sugars are inflammatory and cause phlegm, which is not good for respiratory health.

Vitamins and mineral supplements

• Vitamin C (I use organic camu camu fruit powder (from Peru) – very high in Vitamin C.)
• Vitamin D3K2 (I like Now Foods D3K2 liposomal spray, since I don’t swallow pills.)
• Zinc
• Trace minerals – beware of heavy metal contamination in fulvic mineral supplements. Read reviews, testing reports, and investigate suppliers carefully before purchasing any plant or mineral supplement, tea, infusion, tincture, etc.
• Spirulina, Chlorella, Wheat Grass, Moringa Leaf

Herbs and spices

Fresh ginger – Fresh ginger root is an amazing anti-inflammatory. I drink teas every day in which I steep then eat the sliced fresh ginger root. I used to get stiff after sleeping, but now joint pain is a thing of the past!

Oregano, rosemary, sage, thyme – all of these (and many other herbs contain turpenoids, which are natural antibiotics and sanitizers.) Use in cooking, teas and infusions, and to add to DIY home cleaning and hand sanitizer products.

Hand sanitizer/Hand care

Alcohol is very drying for the skin. A small amount of coconut oil with a few drops of lavender, rosemary, or tea tree oil make an excellent moisturizing hand sanitizer.

Natural DIY cleaning products for the home

Boil fresh rosemary in water and add white vinegar, lavender essential oil, and a citrus essential oil for a fragrant antibacterial kitchen or bathroom cleaner. Bleach is a neuro-toxin and is best avoided, and many commercial cleaning products contain perfumes which are hormone disrupters, which are very detrimental to reproductive and general health.

 

Intuitive paths to health

Dearest readers,

I’ve been working on surrendering my life and individual will to my Higher Self. Meaning that I am doing my best to allow flow to return to my life and to be receptive to intuitive guidance regarding health, career, family, home, relationships, life purpose.

Flow, synchronicity, and ease come with relinquishing our lives to our own personal higher guidance, which is simply Self in a larger context.

Intuition means turning inward. To receive intuitive guidance, we need to be receptive. And to be receptive, we have to relinquish control of the ego and the mind over our lives.

Being receptive to our inner guidance is very relaxing and rewarding.

The brain is a receptor that stores information. We have all been conditioned, for better or for worse, to run our lives based on a set of values, beliefs, and information that we have been taught is true. All of the information stored by the mind comes from outside of self, and it clutters our inner life.

The brain is a tool. A receptor that stores information. It is not the source of consciousness.

To be receptive to intuition and higher guidance, it is necessary to let go of a lot of “junk” thoughts, beliefs, and pre-conditioned information.

Intuition can come in many forms and enter our awareness through dreams, art, music, people we encounter, things we see, situations in daily life, writing or journaling.

Our minds are full of non-original thoughts, beliefs, conditioning. Nothing new can come from or is stored in our brains.

There are as many ways to channel our Higher Self as there are different people with different talents. The most important aspect to receiving intuitive information is to pay attention to everything going on inside of ourselves as well as what we perceive in what we call our “outer reality”, which is actually just a projection of our inner emotional or mental state.

What we have been taught to perceive as the outside world is merely a projection of our inner mental and emotional states of being.

Recently, I have been asking for guidance about my health. Because I know that everything that exists is a fractal of the singular consciousness that most people call God, I also intuit that whatever I might receive is also an integral part of myself. Separation is an illusion, as is time.

I ask my Higher Self for guidance so that I can better support my health and to achieve my life goals, and to better serve the highest good of everyone and everything.

Which means that any health condition that we believe we have persists because we hold onto that belief. If I believe I have rotten teeth, they will continue to be rotten because my sense of reality is built around that construct.

Our beliefs determine our experiences of reality, including our states of health.

If I know that all parallel lives and timelines co-exist in oneness, and that time is concentrated in a single Now moment, this also means that every possibility of every experience that I could choose from to create and to experience is available to me right now.

Time is an illusion. Everything that could happen, that has ever happened, that will happen is all going on right now.

If I wish to be in perfect health right now, all I need to do is to choose that timeline/reality and to embody it completely. This requires completely letting go of all beliefs in a material, linear reality where things simply don’t change very easily.

Trust is a prerequisite for perfect health.

To heal instantly simply requires that we adapt our mindset and accept a paradigm shift. That we make a quantum leap in our thinking and being.

Our current culture, especially in the United States, is a culture of doing, rather than being. It is a hyper-masculine culture. To sit and be quiet, to be receptive to one’s own thoughts and feelings (a feminine perspective), are fairly foreign to this culture and are generally deprecated. To be feminine, to be intuitive, has been judged, shamed, condemned as weak.

Doing is male. Being is female. Neither one is better than the other. Both are crucial for life balance.

Yet this is what our world needs now. We need balance, and we need to take charge at the same time. By restoring the feminine as an active part of our culture and by restoring balance to the proportion of masculine and feminine dynamics in our cultures, we can restore intuition into our daily lives and practices. We can learn to heal ourselves.

The Higher Self is a fractal of Oneness that has a more expanded perspective of reality. It can see everything, where I can only see a narrow slice.

Very recently, my own Higher Self communicated to me via YouTube videos, synchronicities, and dreams how to better care for my own health.

I have a bright orange little car. When I see the same make, model, year on the road, I know I am on the right track. My outer experience of reality gives me constant clues.

I was guided to walk barefoot and to connect to the energy field of the Earth or to use grounding mats to help heal my teeth and gums. I was also guided via dreams to avoid eating corn and to eat less and less frequently.

Everyone has their own intuitive, symbolic language. We do collectively, as human beings, share important symbols and archetypes, but personal subtleties will demonstrate that we each have our own creative language.

The language of intuition can be very colorful and not very literal. Getting to know your own imagination and language of symbols is important. As you journal, write down your dreams, write songs, poetry, spend more time in nature, meditation, or just being quiet or alone without using technology, you will find your own way of communicating with your Higher Self.

Art and journaling, as well as dreams, are a great creative outlet and form of channeling my Higher Self.

Every human being living in a grounded body here on Earth does have an out of body guidance system. Even though it often feels as if we are alone here, we are not. It is important to ask for help and to get to know our Higher Self and spirit guides (or whatever you choose to call your inner guidance).

We are not alone here on Earth. We all have an out-of-body guidance system. Because of the law of free will, we do have to ask for help to receive it.

Because living in a physical body has equipped us with a strong Ego and survival instinct, it is challenging to let go of control and fear of being hurt, killed, or manipulated in some way. The culture of separation, however, is coming to an end, and it is time to heal from this illusion of limitation, suffering, and division from self, others, and all of Nature.

We can choose to live from Ego and try to control our own lives. This experience involves a lot of struggle. Flow can only be restored when we surrender our lives to our Higher Self. This is not easy!

We each have to power to restore balance to our bodies: mental, physical, emotional, and energetic. Balance is health, and balancing is healing. Because we have for so long relinquished control of our well-being and of our lives to forces outside of self, our lives and our worlds are in chaos. To surrender to our Higher Self is to take back our power. For the Higher Self is our true self, in its fully empowered state.

To surrender to our higher guidance is to be fully empowered, because our Higher Self is within us, and is us. It is not surrendering our self or our freedom to external sources of power, information, or technology.

Instead of reaching out to the Internet, first touch base with your inner guidance system. Make a list of questions and speak them aloud. And then say: “Please guide me. Please show me what I need to know.” Then just pay attention. The answers will come quickly and in surprising ways!

 

The Sun and the Original Organic Matrix

Dearest readers,

In the last day or two, I have been guided to watch a couple of videos (Solar Logos: Resurrecting the Solar Stargate System, Paliadorian Diamond Sun Races, and Disclosure ) and (Increasing Human Energy by Harnessing the Sun’s Energy According to Nikola Tesla) which describe how human consciousness is naturally fed energetically through our Sun. These documents explain how the artificial consciousness matrix which has been feeding off of human consciousness for thousands of years with persistent and escalating efforts to block our connection to the Sun, which is also a natural portal to Christed or unity consciousness.

Our physical bodies need sunlight to produce energy. The photonic light produced by our sun which stimulates the production of chlorophyll in plant matter appears to work in a corresponding manner in the energy centers of our cells, affecting our mitochondrial DNA. We absorb sunlight indirectly through the foods that we consume. Nikola Tesla understood this principle. I believe that when we sit in a receptive position to meditate or to absorb the “heilstrom” as per the teachings of German healer and early starseed, Bruno Groening, we are also absorbing the harmonizing energetic frequencies of light particles, to which our energy bodies are particularly sensitive and receptive.

As we near the end of the reign of thousands of years of subjugation of our consciousness, for which our energies have been confused, diverted, and vampirized by a small group of elites and extraterrestrial beings, it is now time to celebrate once again our own cosmic connections to the Sun and to the Earth, respectively male and female principles. Both poles are necessary for our well-being and for a peaceful cohabitation on Earth. The feminine and masculine have been intentionally fractured from one another in order to create chaos and division in our personal lives, interpersonal relationships, and social structures.

At this time, we still are experiencing desperate attempts by the dark magicians to mask the sun through veils of expanded contrails, in addition to the heavy metals and other toxins and mind-controlling substances that these contrails are designed to distribute into our air, water, soil, and into the bodies of plants, trees, birds, animals, and human beings. Without the sun, we cannot live, and indeed, at this time, we are still struggling to survive. It is difficult to thrive in the current climate of disease, interpersonal and interracial conflict and endless violence and distractions.

Of course, it is up to us, as human beings, to awaken to our own power and to take responsibility for our own health, for the realities we create for ourselves and for the collective. The progressive collective awakening programmed for this time, about which the dark magicians have been aware for thousands of years, is coming about despite all efforts to suppress it. The increasingly intense waves of solar flashes bathing the Earth’s atmosphere are making the exposure of the efforts of the dark ones easier to perceive on various levels, even for the deeply conditioned.

The awakening comes in waves, with the Starseeds in the lead, to assist those who  follow, to bring calm, guidance, and our own personal experiences in integration of trauma, shadow work, self-love, self-responsibility, and activation of our innate abilities.

The original higher frequency human beings lived in harmony with one another, fully respectful of the plants, animals, air, water, soil, and with the consciousness of the planet. For those of us who choose to raise our consciousness with the planet (or ascend), we will return to a joyous and creative way of life, in which we enjoy full freedom, and in which we take full responsibility for everything that we create in our lives.

The time of manipulation and victimization is essentially over, and for those of us who are ready, we can now begin to enjoy the fruits of a long, difficult journey from the shadows into the light.

Cancer, Fungus, Mind Control, Meditation: All states of consciousness

Hello dearest readers,

Western cultures tend to think of sickness the same way they would pursue a war, a sports event, or a business goal – kill the enemy, eliminate the competition, remove an obstacle. Rarely if ever is the question asked what caused the person to experience illness.

My personal belief is that we each create our own reality using our consciousness. Our level of consciousness and the dimensions in which we live change and shift all of the time. The markers for disease live in our bodies and around us. This is a constant. It is when we allow them to take charge of our lives that problems ensue. Sometimes, it is in our soul contract to experience a certain disease for our personal evolution or for the benefit of our loved ones. Human experience is complex, but we have much more input, if not control, over our lives than we have ever been taught.

Global societies manipulate consciousness. That is the role of media, education, religion, as well as family. We are molded from birth to accept a set of beliefs, hopes, dreams, limitations.  Have you noticed an escalation in recent years in the levels of violence, disease, terrorist acts, corruption, dishonesty? There are multiple reasons for this escalation and many ways which we can interpret the current state of affairs.

We can attribute the rise in crime, violence, and disease to the level of separation and the hold of the illusion that has been imposed onto humanity by the elites ruling all of our institutions. We have been conditioned to accept class, family, and race as a natural system to separate ourselves from our fellow men and women. The ruling classes have so much to gain by continuing to control the consciousness of the majority of humanity. They know we are waking up and that cosmic events are transforming the consciousness of the planet. They know about the cleansing of Mother Earth and the extreme weather events, seismic activity, and other coming Earth changes.

The power elites are also highly aware that human beings are powerful creators of reality in our natural form, when we remember who we are. And they know that we are beginning to remember in greater numbers, which means it is becoming increasingly challenging for them to control us. This is why they are using technologies of mind control and artificial intelligence to create terrorist attacks, violent crime, and to incite escalated expressions of racism and division. Will we continue to collectively allow these elites to control us? There are signs that a growing number of people are aware of these tactics and no longer allow themselves to go into fear, protection, and selfishness.

This, for me, is one of the most obvious reasons for the increases in violence, crime, and disease. Another is that cognitive dissonance is caused by our inner awakening.  When we begin to awaken, we are usually not yet conscious of the process. Conflict with what we have been taught about reality begins to rub up against our increased intuition of what reality truly is. This causes people to be fearful, anxious, and reactive. The energies coming onto the planet at this time are bringing up to the surface of our awareness all of the conditioned thoughts, emotions, and patterns of lower consciousness that are embedded in our cellular structure, in our memory, our emotional bodies, our DNA, and in our ancestral memory. They are coming up to be healed.

For those who are aware of the gift of this emergence, the process, while not easy, is simplified. Every single time a lower dimensional “negative” thought surfaces in our minds, we can give thanks for the opportunity, and transmute that energy into unconditional love, releasing the energy to our guides and ascended masters, asking them to guide these lower frequency energies out of our minds, cellular structure, emotional bodies, DNA, Akashic records, and ancestral lines…to a place that is appropriate for their further development.

This healing process allows us to raise our frequency and allows our human self to live more easily in alignment with our soul, or higher self. Disease does not thrive in a high frequency environment, nor does poverty, solitude, or violence. There is no judgment about different frequencies of energy. One is not better than another. It just depends on what we wish to experience.

When we are living unconsciously, lower frequency energies from propaganda, mind control – from this lifetime or from another, the influence of parasites, artificial intelligence, entities living in our bodies, viruses, fungus, bacteria, and all manner of decomposers take hold in our bodies, minds, emotions, and energy bodies. Chronic fatigue, cancer, Alzheimer’s, and many degenerative conditions from which human beings commonly suffer today are in part the result of a lack of awareness of what a human being is. Once we learn how we can optimally communicate with our bodies and raise our frequency, we can train ourselves to remain impermeable to the lower frequencies which take hold when we allow disease to overtake our bodies.

In other words, when we become sick, it is because we have unconsciously allowed in energies that do not serve the highest good of our bodies, minds, hearts, and spirit.

Most of the medications and drugs used by Western medicine destroy the body’s natural immune system – chemotherapy, steroids, and antibiotics are poisons. Once taken, it is difficult to recover a healthy natural balance of microorganisms in our bodies. Many human beings today struggle with chronic fungal infections. While this may not seem serious, these fungi are a sign that the body is decomposing while we are still alive.

Meditation, deep breathing, and mindfulness exercises are methods, among others, that allow us to intentionally take in the life-giving force that surrounds us at all times. By using heart-centered intentional speaking, we can refocus our lives on consciously creating health, peace, harmony, abundance, wellness…or whatever it is that we desire for our lives.

When we allow our bodies to become strangers to us and no longer listen or talk to our cells, and when we give our power away to experts who have no idea what it is that we truly need or desire, we give up our ability to create the life that we really wish to experience. Every human being is an artist and a creator of realities. We are in charge of our own health.

No matter how much pollution, ill will, corruption, radiation, stress or other elements perceived to be negative exist in our environment, we always have a choice. We can consciously and consistently release everything that does not serve the personal and collective highest good. If we make this a practice, every day setting clear and heart-felt intentions for what we want for ourselves and for all of humanity, the plants, animals, air, water, soil, trees, for Earth herself, while releasing all that doesn’t serve our collective highest expression of abundance, well-being, joy, beauty, health, wisdom…then we will begin to see our reality shifting.

The more people who put this into practice, the more quickly we will heal our bodies and heal the planet. Those who choose to live at a lower frequency will continue to do so. We do not need to convince them to change their ways. All we need to do is to take care of ourselves and use our consciousness to heal by spreading love and kindness into the world. This loving kindness affects everyone and everything simply because we are all connected. We are all one living organism.

Healing is not about killing cancer cells, bacteria, viruses, fungi or other lower frequency energies. They have always been with us, and they will remain with us. It is our relationship to them and to our bodies and intentions for our lives that shifts our reality. When we choose love and high frequency living, the lower frequency energies (such as the service to self organizations that we see ruling the globe today) will begin to disappear from our experience.

We don’t need to live in fear, unless we choose to do so. We can choose to send love to Mother Earth and help her to cleanse her body of all of the pollution and greed that humanity has visited upon her. By doing so, we reduce the occurrences and intensity of Earth events, storms, earthquakes, volcanic eruptions, and so on. We live to serve and assist the planet, the animals, the plants and all of the creatures of Gaia, on this dimension and on higher dimensions.

We don’t need to resist the pharmaceutical corporations, the military industrial complex, the corruption of the banking and financial systems. Like cancer cells, if we are healthy and living in a high vibration, sending them unconditional love, we will not be affected by their greed and voracity. Human beings are multidimensional beings. We live in the dimension that matches our energetic frequency.

Will you choose to live among grubs, worms, fungus, and bacteria? Do you choose to experience cancer, degenerative or chronic disease? There is nothing wrong or bad about any experience. It is simply a question of what you would like to experience. None of us are victims. We are simply complex spiritual beings who have chosen to incarnate in physical bodies in order to experience a variety of challenges, and in order to remember on our own who we really are and the fabric of our true creative powers.

 

What is planetary ascension?

Dearest readers,

I was recently listening to a recent (May 5th) interview with Tolec, of the Andromeda Council, with Mark Kimmel, of the Cosmic Paradigm network.

A lot of fascinating information was shared during the course of this interview, but one element in particular caught my attention. Mark Kimmel explained that at one time, many hundreds of millions of years ago, our home planet Earth was about ten times as large as she is now. Not only was she so much larger, but she was much less dense. He described the state of that higher dimensional Earth as being in a very fluid, even gaseous state.

The ascension process is our collective rise, in our case, as human beings, but also involving all of the animals, plants, trees, rocks, soil, and even our entire galaxy to a higher level of consciousness. As we collectively move through a part of space which we have not visited for over 26,000 years, we begin to expand and shed density. Density could be equated with separation, poverty consciousness, dark ages, fear, and violence. This cycle has been characterized by global and civil wars, interpersonal conflict, competition, and power struggles, as well as a domination of the feminine by masculine energies, causing a grave energetic imbalance. During this long, dark age, it has been easy to manipulate human consciousness and to enslave humanity without the consent or even the awareness of most human beings. Even worse, most of us have forgotten our true identity and have lost awareness that we are part of an infinite cosmic neighborhood, with family members flung far across the Universe and even within the planet herself.

At one time, humanity and the Earth, in her expanded state, did coexist in this more fluid form in which time was not linear, and in which our bodies and matter did not seem so solid. In other words, in that time-space of higher dimension, we did not experience absolute separation from one another.

As today we see people struggling with identity, and we experience terms such as trans-racial or trans-sexual, gender fluid, and basically, more fluidity and less rigidity in how we define ourselves and our relationships with one another, we can see how we are moving from a very compact, dense, and separate state to one in which we are more intertwined, less defined by outside terminology. We are beginning to awaken, to take back our power and our responsibility for our thoughts, feelings, and self-determination.

The ancient Greeks and Romans of fairly relatively recent “ancient” history knew that Gaia, our Earth, was a conscious being. That she was populated with a host of beings, entities, and creatures that today we mostly cannot see and discount as imaginary. On a higher density planet, the spirits of the trees, the plants, the clouds…all of the “gods”, spirits, and “invisible” beings could be easily perceived. We are returning to that higher state of existence.

Because in a higher density there is no linear time, that “original” reality still exists today. We are simply remembering who we once were, remembering how to communicate telepathically. Remembering that we are part of an infinite cosmic family. Remembering that the bodies we live in are but a temporary assignment and not a definitive definition of our being-ness and our identity.

I have heard that at this time, many former plantation owners have incarnated as African-Americans. All across the globe, the wisest shamans and chiefs of our global indigenous cultures have chosen to incarnate into people of all nationalities, ethnicities all over the planet. It is time for the “Tribe of Many Colors” to come together and to remember who we once were, and on which glorious dimension we once lived in complete harmony with self, with one another, with all of the plants, animals, and the planet herself.

Planetary ascension is the process we are experiencing individually and collectively at this time. Triggers are everywhere to help us all to remember, at our own pace. The planet, like a growing tree, is literally expanding and losing density. This is the reason for the great Earth changes that are occurring at this time. The volcanic eruptions in Hawaii, the increasingly strong hurricanes, tsunamis, earthquakes and other seismic and weather events will continue to escalate. As a tree grows, its bark cracks to allow the expansion of trunk growth to take place. This is a natural process for us and for the planet. Gaia is cracking open. She is expanding rapidly.

We all have the choice to expand with her. It is an exciting process, and we are all lucky to be here at this time to assist Gaia with her and with humanity’s ascension process.

We are here for this purpose, to support the planet, the animals, plants, the trees, the water, the air, and the soil, as well as to support one another. Don’t be afraid. Just dare to love, and your heart will expand with the heart of the planet.

Animal logic: interpreting aberrant behavior

Dearest readers,

For the last two years, an otherwise ordinary-looking squirrel has been targeting very specific plants in my porch flower containers and viciously and systematically shredding the plants until nothing remains but the stub of a root. This creature, whom I have dubbed “Psycho Squirrel”, does not eat the plants. He, and I am assuming, perhaps erroneously, based on his deliberate and aggressive yet sneaky behavior, that he is a male, has occasionally garlanded my wooden fence with shreds of geraniums.

Squirrels are supposed to be repelled by geraniums.

My initial response to this squirrel’s erratic behavior was to feel upset and even a bit angry. I love all animals, but I was having difficulty feeling affection for his less than lovable behavior.

When people on my local neighborhood social network regularly vent about package thieves and other nefarious individuals who delight in petty crimes and burglaries in our area, their reactions, while more heated and intense than my response to my rodent visitor, reminded me of my own thoughts about package thieves and such.

Generally, humans are very protective of their property, their belongings, and they become quite angry and aggressive when their territory is invaded. Sending unconditional love to these perpetrators is outside of the realm of most people’s experience and ability.

Since I spend much of my time and energy focusing on raising my energetic frequency and working towards unity and coherence in my body, mind, heart, and energy field, the behavior of this erratic, fluffy-tailed being intrigued me. Perhaps he is not a simple ne’er-do-well bent on tearing up flowers. Perhaps he is a messenger from Gaia (Mother Earth), and his actions have been misinterpreted by me. Perhaps I need to send him (and our relationship) unconditional love despite the vegetation decimation in which he seems to delight.

 

As a gardener on this third density realm of experience, I struggle with the concept that some plants (people, animals, trees) are considered more valuable, more important than others. In my heart of hearts, all beings are conscious and have specific talents, properties, beauty, and energy. No being is more important than another, no matter how humble in appearance.

Some people say a “weed” is a plant that is the wrong place. Perhaps a plant becomes named a “weed” when it is perceived by a lower density being, by a state of consciousness that divides, confines, compartmentalizes, judges. Because we, for the most part, still live in duality while striving for unity consciousness (some of us do!), our gardens are also subject to judgment.

 

The message of the squirrel, as I interpret it, leads me to question my gardening practice. I have written of this dilemma before in this blog. By tearing up my asters this spring, and my geraniums last growing season, the squirrel was destroying the “privileged plants”, who get to live in containers on the porch, with lovely store-bought soil, compost, and plant food. The wild plants, of which there are a great variety who propagate themselves  throughout my front and back yard – and the types of plants also vary to some degree from year to year – are not allowed, for the most part, to live in the designated flower beds or containers.

And while I regret doing it, I do pull up certain plants to favor others. I do not resort to using poisons of any kind. But think about it! In our human societies, we constantly judge certain people. Put them in categories. Decide that some should be punished, put to death. Some enjoy great privileges, while others constantly struggle to survive. Certain body types and appearances are considered beautiful and desirable, while others are judged ugly and unlovable. I believe that when we live from the heart, these judgmental practices fall away. The heart is a great unifier.

This institutional plant racism or segregation does not obey the Law of One. How can I be aligned with my higher self and in service to Gaia and to continue to garden in the old way, with hierarchies of plants, separated beds? Should a New Earth garden be a confusion of weeds and cultivated plants? Areas of intentional planting with other areas left intact? I don’t quite have an answer to this question yet. But the question itself intrigues me. How do we garden in the fifth dimension?

I do talk to my plants, to the trees, the stars, the air, water, rocks, and clouds. I apologize to the tiny trees and seedlings which I remove from my yard. Each time I grasp a tiny stem and pull the roots from their hold in the Earth, I feel twinges of sadness. And I know that Nature herself is quite harsh on small trees. Very few reach maturity. Perhaps I am just one of the hazards in the eco-system. Still, to love the plants unconditionally, while loving myself unconditionally is my goal. My intuition tells me that I simply need to listen to the plants more. Sometimes, I ask certain plants if they could please move somewhere else.

In any case, Psycho Squirrel has inspired a thought process and a questioning of how we, as human beings, interact with our natural environment. I feel much improvement to our quality of life in human societies would come if we did slow down and took the time to listen to plants, animals, rocks, the soil, trees, the air, and the clouds. The ability to understand all of creation is inside of each of us. Of that I am certain. We simply need to be still, and to remember.

The Lighthouse: an ascension poem

An amorphous sac pulsing with bile punched me

touched my body and attempted to ravage my feelings, my peace

It was anger. It was fear. Could I stand it, stand up to it, with it, not give in to a body’s wish for deliverance?

Am I a doctor for the pain of the world? Can my light engulf the suffering that a sea of victimization has washed over billions of beings?

A squirrel crushed flat into a paper cut-out. Deleted from the world by a careless driver.

The beauty of a plant unfolding into a flower called unwanted. Tearing into the velvety delicacy of a perfected structure, ripping the roots clinging to home soil and gravel.

We waver. We the lighthouses. We are here. We have been here. But no one, barely anyone can see us. Punched, billowed, slaughtered, we have bounced back. But barely.

Still we are here. Bringing sight where blindness thrives. Delivering sound, rich, melodious tones into the harsh dissonance of imbalance, greed, dominance.

A wrinkled time in which pulsing brain chants uniformity for all. We the lighthouses wonder when the sleeping, mumbling, chanting ones will awaken. We are tired and sometimes lonely. Our friends are the plants, the animals, the soil, and the water.

The humans are seething. Fear flows through them as programmed, but a few are tired of being afraid. They don’t know who is producing and directing the fear, and who is eating it and thriving from it. They don’t know, but they are tired too. I feel it.

They are tired too.

How can we, the lighthouses, help to heal humanity, dear Earth, dear animals and plants? It feels easier, so much easier to help Gaia. To send love to the water, though our bodies, minds, hearts. The water in our bodies communicates so easily to the water in the plants, the trees, the animals, the clouds. It is instantaneous.

Humans are hard to help. The programs are powerful. Their sleep so deep.

They beat us. They resist. They are full of opinions. I want to help, but I am tired. Tired of fear, of anger, of suffering, sickness, pain, conflict. My rituals of transmutation of fear into rainbows…are they helping?

The skies are healing. Clarity is coming where there were so many devious cloud impersonations. There I find and see hope.

As the demon shadows emerge from the humans, I find hope too. The darkness programmed must emerge for the healing to take place. Those shapeless bags of ugliness which have pinned us to the tarmac, never allowing us to dream of flight…

It is time. Time to release the darkness. A sea of jelly, countless globular blobs emerge from human brains, cell structures, they float filling the air with their seething thought forms. Terrorists unleashed, they hit us as we try not to flail or give in to their unreasonable demands and criticisms.

This is the question, dear lighthouses: the air is full of human suffering. It is being released, and it is hitting us full force. Can we beam for billions? Right now, can we be the light they refuse to see or embody? We are the healers. We are here at this critical time to bring forward the alchemical magic that we know helps and heals.

Possessed, they resist our help, and we cannot force the light upon them. We just continue to shine and hope that the better and best become easier to see as the blobs dissolve in our proximity.

 

 

From Survive to Thrive: What is in between duality and unity

Dear readers,

2018 is going to be a year filled with turbulence and change. For many, it will most likely be a terrifying year, but my own heart is soaring with gladness. A sense of knowing tells me that the divine feminine is at last anchoring back into human consciousness. The long lost energies of receptivity, intimacy, patience, kindness, but also the darker feminine witch so long relegated to the collective basement of humanity is returning with its creative and healing powers.

The deep earthiness of living in complete alignment with Earth energy and consciousness in a physical body, so familiar to plants and to animals, has become foreign to human beings. Divorced from our bodies, our feelings, from one another, and from the consciousness of all things, we have over a period of centuries and millennia, forgotten our innate wisdom and creative abilities and have given nearly all of our personal power away. Living on Earth has been reduced to survival in conditions which are tantamount to living in the dimension called “Hell” by many religions. We are victims, most of the time just getting by. We rely on ourselves for so little, and our emotions and attention are constantly being manipulated by entertainment, news media, politicians, and a sense that we don’t have the ability to provide for ourselves or to keep our bodies healthy.

How do we move from merely surviving to thriving? How do we move back into our bodies? For me, the answer is both simple and complex. We must learn self-love. We must remember who we are as well as remember the great wisdom and awareness of the plants, the animals, and the Earth herself. Our cultures allow us only to consciously love and accept only a very small part of ourselves and of one another. The majority of our thoughts, feelings, impulses, ideas, desires are not acceptable to other people. And for the most part, our bodies are also not good enough to be loved as is. We are taught to  judge self and others mercilessly from the time we are still in diapers.

Yet taking back our power and returning to a state of full empowerment requires our willingness to understand that everything is alive and conscious. The conventional education of all children conditions us all, regardless of the cultural background in which we are raised, to perceive the totality of the world which presents an extremely limited and mythological view of life. Thriving requires us to shed the skin of all that we once believed to be real and true and forces us to live in the now.

Here are some examples how all of us give our power away:

1. We entrust the state of our health to doctors, thinking that so-called experts know more that we do about our own bodies and what we need to be healthy.
2. We allow other people, also “experts” to tell us what we should or should not eat.
3. We give away our self-love to people who tell us what is beautiful and what or who deserved to be admired or loved. We begin to criticize the way we look, and our hearts feel sad. This is very detrimental to our health.
4. We believe that we cannot make a living doing the work we love, using our talents. We give away the majority of the waking hours of our adult lives to doing work that is not satisfying and which does not benefit the well-being of all people, animals, plants, and the planet.
5. We rely on yet other “experts” to tell us how to relate to other people, including in intimate relationships.
6. We condition our children to fit into a system, criticizing the parts of their personalities and behaviors, and even medicating them so that they will fit in. By doing this, we give away large portions of our psychic energy.

Before we can fully take back our power, there is a lot of work to be done. Much of this work we can accomplish by looking within our own hearts and minds and by learning to embrace the parts of self that we have neglected for so long. This is a healing process. We can change our own DNA and modify our own cellular structure by releasing energetic blocks caused by patterns of living and thinking that are harmful to the human as a creative being.

The Earth, as a conscious planetary being, is also evolving and healing, and this evolution involves some turmoil. It is easy to observe the chaos around us as our political, religious, financial, educational, and other institutions and established ways of being that embodied survival, manipulation, and exploitation founder and collapse. This cultural paradigm which required that we allow ourselves, the plants, the animals, the water, air, minerals, and soil to be used as resources is quickly shifting and deconstructing, as is the planet herself.

The transition between survival and thriving is made more difficult by the fact that most people are still not conscious. There is a lot of fear, anger, and aggression embodied in people and in our institutions and way of life and being. For example, in my neighborhood, there is a considerable amount of crime. Break-ins, car theft, etc. The convention of duality that is so ingrained in people is hard to break. Those who steal embody disrespect of others and lack of self-love. By their actions, they speak a language which expresses that they feel the need to take from others what they feel they don’t deserve or cannot earn. They implicitly believe that the universe is not abundant, but they want to experience abundance through disrespect. Those who are victims of the thieving express fear and anger. They want to protect their way of life and their property. The possibility of a world in which there is enough for everyone and where everyone respects self and others seems unreachable, impossible.

How can this gap be breached? To create a way of life based on love and respect, it is necessary to face the monsters inside of each of us which prevent us from living together in a loving manner right now. Not everyone is ready to make the leap. Even those who are educated and who believe themselves to be spiritually evolved are not necessarily any further ahead than those who have been less privileged.

The divine feminine has been suppressed from our cultures, institutions, from the light of day for thousands of years. All of the wisdom needed to create a balanced human being and balanced social structures have been kept from our awareness and out of reach of our love or of our intellect. To become creative beings once again and to let go of the passive-aggressive culture of a repressed feminine will take some work and some time.

In Dolores Cannon’s 2011 book “The New Earth: The Three Waves of Volunteers”,  she explains that while the Earth undergoes extensive turmoil in the form of mudslides, volcanic eruptions, and possibly a meteor which causes much of land to be temporarily submerged by water, many people will be taken temporarily to another location (another planet?) to weather the storm. I have heard several predictions that seem to indicate this possibility, though the state of our consciousness does seem to determine which timeline or outcome we will choose to experience during these times of turbulence. It will not be the same for everyone.

There is some impatience within me, as I would love to see more people eager to take a great leap forward, embracing the ability to look inward and to use our consciousness to create new realities from within and with one another. We have such huge potential for love and for the creation of realities which benefit all people, animals, plants, and our beautiful planet. From chaos to a new order does not seem like such a great leap to me, but, then again, I know it is for most of us, who cannot yet imagine a world without struggle or fear. Most people still believe that reality is something fixed that is outside of self, that we do not have the power to change. How wrong they are!

I am very much looking forward to life on New Earth, and I know that in 2018 my mission will begin to fully unfold and be unveiled even to myself. I hope that I will have the courage to live without compromise, fully aligned with my purpose and my mission to help humanity and the planet in this challenging transition.